Not sure whether this is the right forum, but I have just had an hour’s video call with the very sympathetic Dr Khalid of the Popelyuk clinic who has diagnosed that I have Gender dysphoria! It cost a lot of money to tell me what I really already knew but at the same time it's a huge relief to know that I haven't been imagining this all my life and have a piece of paper that will allow me to change my driving licence, passport etc. and one step on the road to a Gender recognition certificate.